[Fic] Calibro 9
time fan fics. This place just one day because they are not in the mood .
Title: Gauge 9
Pairing: UedaxShige
Rating: Pg? (I never know what put xD)
Genre: Angst, deathfic (what a surprise .. lol)
Diclaimers : I do not belong no idol ... (damn it> _>)
Note: This I have written for the anonimeme, but I wanted to post the same> _ \u0026lt;It 's the first UedaxShige I write, have mercy.
Dedicated: to my star Jess I bear CWC
Caliber 9 - Prologue
Shige would really wanted to die at that moment. Die because he felt hurt, dirt, treated like an animal. Die because that was not her father because her mother remained silent if nothing had happened. Damnation because no one could hear the cries of the boy? By now he had lost count of the times in which he wept, and hold their fists, wanting to be elsewhere. Yet, even that day with the new uniform, had become strong and had crossed the gate of his school.
"I dropped my feelings
like rose petals, white with red
and now the only hope I
is to be able to paint a pure color of those roses"
As he thought, not Shige know anyone in that class. He sat quietly in one of the places by the window, simply because they look out from time to time made him feel better. Giving themselves a look around, he met the eyes of another guy, who's smiled. Shige looked away quickly, blushing slightly. I do not even know, because he was smiling? However, the professor of the first hour did not seem to decide to arrive, so that unknown guy took the opportunity to sit next to Shige and speak to him.
- not even you know anyone?
The brown boy did not say a word, he simply lowered his head and nodded slowly. At that gesture, the blonde breathed a sigh of relief, it was not the only one then!
- Enjoyment, Ueda
and smiled again. But what he had so much to be happy? Shige made an attempt to smile, but what was created was a face drawn. The guy next to him seemed to appreciate it the same as that gave him a light pat on the back right. Then contact the brown shivered, his eyes are made of ice because it had damnation? For
Shige was too much, first smiles, then pat. He rose with an expression of disgust and sadness mixed and came out of the classroom. Ueda there remained nothing short of evil, so much so that he stood up well but it stopped after a few steps, it would chase was unnecessary.
And fortunately that is the first day ... It
Rinta boys in the bathroom and shut the door unlocked, and then sit on the ground. At a time when the hot palms of his hands touched the cold floor, he felt a jolt through all the body. It was a strange feeling, strange, almost pleasant. He ran a hand gently in his pocket and stroked that thing sharp, his best friend for many years. And suddenly everything around him, the pain, suffering, disappeared.
- Hey? Hey new guy? Are you there?
The loud but not clear Ueda managed to reach the head of Shige, those emotions were too strong to be controlled by someone so fragile. Finally he took out that little cutter familiar and spent the index throughout the steel blade, pushing ever deeper into the skin. A scarlet red drop fell on the floor white bathroom, followed by another and another. The brown boy could not see nothing but that color in strong contrast with the tiles, and was giving him head.
- you know ... maybe I was rude or anything, but ... you could at least answer me?
There was a hint of worry and anxiety voice of the blond boy, hearing no response from the other. After several minutes passed in vain, Ueda pushed his shoulder against the small bathroom door but could not open it, so he tried again a couple of times. The blood did not cease to fall, Shige's wrist had a deep cut.
-.... new guy or your name, that ....?... Shit ...
Ueda took three steps back before you press his hand over her mouth to prevent screaming. He had done that? He began to panic, but eventually decided to break the door with his body, which eventually did. After a big splash, the body of Shige lying on the floor, helpless. The blond boy then decided to pick him and take him to the infirmary where the doctor's wrist healed quickly. She did not know what had driven to do something, but at that moment Ueda felt a strong desire to help, to keep up with not even close to him feel alone.
Shige woke up after a few hours, and the school was already closed for some time. Involuntarily his thoughts went straight to his new classmate, and that gave him some 'discomfort.
Imagine if he is still here only because it is concerned
He thought, with his usual sad look. He turned the other side and his hand encountered something soft and warm, but first had to figure things had to focus.
- What the ...?
Ueda was there with his little head on the edge of the mattress and the body sitting on the knee.
- You're a stupid, Ueda-kun
Shige passed his hand gently on the cheek of the boy, being certain that he was asleep.
- You more
said the blond with eyes still closed, leaving others baffled. Then he was awake, he felt the caress! He smiled, pulling up out of bed.
- Do not leave you alone, sub-species of squirrel in a wig
That sentence had to laugh Shige, who after just felt tears in his eyes. How long have not laughed like that? Not even he knew it.
- Scattiamoci a picture, just to remember this moment when we will be dead by now
Ueda grabbed the camera and always kept in the backpack and snapped a photo. In that photo, Shige smiled happily.
Since that incident a few months passed, and the ratio of the two boys became more and more strong and tight. But fairy tales do not always end well, right?
They started the summer holidays and the two boys had to leave to return to their families, but he did not really want Shige. Review
man he called "father" would have dragged him into depression again.
- We missed you so much treasure
The voice of the false mother tore off a piece of heart, and when he saw the stern gaze of his father felt his head spinning.
He did not even have time to plow through the threshold of her room that was already in bed with the man.
And the pain, tears, blood. The brown boy could not do anything except get even worse.
" Shigechan, how are you baby? I hope well, I tell you I miss you so much. Would you like to spend a few days together during the holidays? "
Ueda But he did not know, knew nothing of what was going on. The boy had kept in the dark for fear of being rejected, but maybe it was a mistake.
"Hello Tatchan, here everything is okay. Although I miss you a mess, I see you again because the pictures we have not enough for me ... but although we may not see each other again, remember me. Or at least what we have spent together. I love you "
forward that message, but slowly the tears fell on the small screen of the phone. He had enough, I was tired.
gently took the caliber nine who secretly kept in a drawer and pointed it at his temple, not hesitating to pull the trigger.
Unfortunately, I finished reading the message Ueda, because it was not finished yet.
"... but I'm coming to you, I want to give you something" And
Tatsuya had time to open the bedroom door she heard the shot, dropping to the ground that little package gift.
Caliber 9 - Epilogue
I open that album of new light blue with time has gone bad. Pass your hand lightly on those faded photos, each participant has been in my life. From first to last, gave me the most beautiful feelings I've ever been able to prove. I still remember the precise moment when I took this, we were still in school. In those days every day I hope to see you smile embarrassed the intersection your eyes with mine, but now the last hope that I have now flown. E 'flew away with a bullet.
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